I wholeheartedly agree. That's the other main reason why I do feel so happy. I know that if I died tomorrow, know one would know my thoughts and feelings; I would be invisible, not even forgotten.
The best advice I can think of at the moment is to stop thinking you can't do this or that. I know, it's easier said than done. I am still awed today as I was when I first discovered dA and saw so much beauty and brilliance. Break big things down into smaller tasks and work at it one thing at a time. I know you can do it!
I'm watching you now! No pressure. :
: I must get back to work (art).